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-Ecc 3:11a "He has made everything beautiful in its time"-

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

having free period now and the computer lab is closed... so i had to adjurn to the library... oh well... did a little bit of econs on short run cost a while ago and then started eating at the oldham top level study area when mr tanu and cheryl came... then i had to hide all remnants of food and crumbs lest he gave me a demerit point for consuming anything.

i'm quite disappointed in myself... its been a week already and i haven't gotten much work done... i mean, look the syllabus isn't very very huge... or very very extensive... its just terribly in depth and every chapter takes more than a day to be done with. which is really really bad cos i'm moving at slug speed. sigh... quite depressing when i think about how much more work i have in store for me... argh...

lately i have been unable to control my thoughts... is been going crazy... i get emo so easily and the devil just takes over... things running through my mind like no body's business... i'm getting fidgity again... i know the reason... i have not been able to soak myself with God's word during these few weeks while studying and so the devil is making full use of this lack in His word... its my fault... grrr... but i seriously have a lot of work to do... and i feel asleep last night while reading econs which i am not supposed to... and i couldn't get up at 2.30am this morning to finish up on my studying... as usual i woke up at 6.15am when my dad came into the room to wake us up... argh... yes... but then again i don't want to give myself excuses for being emo... like blame it all on stress because i can choose not to be emo... but i let my thoughts get the better of me... T.T

oh well.. i shall continue during pw later... or during recess.... i have totally lost my appetite for food... i think eating is like a total waste of time now...

toodles.

prettyinpink dreamt on 9:02 am [comment]

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